Today Jan 28 2006, is mine and Adams 1 year<333

yeahh so he took me out bowling and then back to his house, & he made me a homemade pizza that said i heart Melissa on it, yeahh it was deff. cute, haaa i love him then we came back my house hung out watched movies he tried to fix my comp. and yeahh someother stuff, but now that hes not here hes acting a little weird? so idk .. im goin to bed, maybe more later?

I love you Adam Palmer, thanks for a mostly awesome 1 year<3

<3 Melissa Rose

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no more xanga for a while..

C.A.P.- even if were not always gonna be together, just know your in my heart forever<3

heh, my life?

lets just say my friends need to make themselves happy and not always put the weight on MY shoulders im tired of being used and everyone thinking my house is the "party house". i think this weekend i learned who my real 2 best friends are, thanks girls

the other part of this is, i need to make myself happy, and have my life the way i want it and learn to say no, im tired of people thinkin that i have everything and just using me to see other people,its putting my happiness in jepordy. you may think it doesnt bother me or that we dont notice what your doing but we do, or at least i do. its killin me because i can make everyone happy and be the nicest person on this earth(shut up jade, lol)  but no matter what im still the one thats always gettin hurt. i hate this person that i have become in the past couple of months and im tellin everyone now that im goin back to the Happy-go-lucky Melissa, the one who Adam fell in love with, the one who had girl nights and stayed awake laughin till 4 in the morn. the one who loved to talk and laugh and have a good time, and the one who stoob by her bestfriends side no matter what,

so i guess with this all be said i owe the 2 most important people in my life apologies*(sp)

Jade E. Green- im so thankful to have you as my bestfriend, wow we have gone through everything together, i can honestly say that we have only gotten into 1 fight and its all b/c of well, nvm lol you know. you are always there for me when i need you most and even when we didnt hang out as much because of Adam and Kenzie, we still managed to stick by eachother and not let that interfer with out friendship. haaa we have had so many great times together and im sure there are wayyyyy more to come, so thanks for always being there for me, but most of all im sorry you had to go through it with me, but i really dont know what i would do it you werent by my side helpin me 24/7, im so happy we can walk to eachothers houses now and Nick and Adam<3 are best friends just like us, and our firehouse runs, HECK YES<3 haaa i love you Jade, im sorry again

Christopher Adam Palmer- Wow, you have no clue what you mean to me. i love you with all my heart and nothing in this world could begin to replace it. i no these past weeks have been hard for us but there gettin better, i no we take out our stresses on eachother but heyy thats partly why were with eachother .. right? lol im so blessed to have someone like you even when were in a fight you still help me and make me see yours and others points of view. i love you, and im so sorry about everything that has happend. when i look at you all i can think about is the first time i saw you, and i still get those feelings when i look into your eyes, Adam you amaze me and mean the world to me, i dont know what i would do without you, your always there for me and have neve left my side, cept for once. but thats the past and now im looking only to the present and the future. Adam Palmer i love you to death and im so thankful that we found eachother. im so happy that our bestfriends are gonna hook up and that we can hang out with them too, and we can walk to subway whenever you want. i remember when we couldnt even eat infront of eachother, wow we really have come a long way, i love you adam palmer im so sorry again<3

hmm so i guess im done with that part, plans for this week...

Today- Jade might come over to talk, idk tho

Wed- chill day / first real day back to school

Thur- Hangin with Adam after school

Fri- Sleepover with my bestfriend Jade, Watchin movies piggin out, and shes helpin me with some10 for Adam = )

Sat- HAPPY ONE YEAR, Adam has the whole day planned... so um ask him then tell me = D

Sun- umm good question

yeahhh so this was deff. a  looooong post so umm it deserves comments .. pix maybe later?

I love you Adam, im sorry again<3

Melissa Rose

Adam site he made just for ME = )

((work still in progress))

  every get to the point your so stressed out you just cant take it anymore? yeahh thats deff. me right now

with the dance commin up, moving, exams, friends and Adam<3.. deff. cant do anything right, but its ok i'll be better Sunday.. hopefully

so yeahhh heres the love of my life & 2  of my Best friends!

-ew yuck, ignore me.. yeahh were sweet

 and umm here are 2 icons and 2 quotes? ..

 

the sweetest sound of all
is that of your own name
spoken by the only boy
you care about........ <3

At age 4 . . . success is . . . not peeing in your pants.
At age 12 . . . success is . . . having friends.
At age 16 . . . success is . . . having a driver's license.
At age 20 . . . success is . . . having sex.
At age 35 . . . success is . . . having money.
At age 40 . . . success is . . . having money.
At age 50 . . . success is . . . having sex.
At age 60 . . . success is . . . having a driver's license.
At age 75 . . . success is . . . having friends.
At age 80 . . . success is . . . not peeing in your pants

 Plans For Fri. and Sat!

Fri- adam comes home with me after exams .. helpin me move in heck yesss! i no your all jealous prolly hangin with him for most of the day

Sat- hmmm/ still moving in, ppl commin over round 7ish eating pizza off to the dance then back to my house till about 1-2 o'colck then Kela Kels and Jade are spending the night. yeahh watch fantastic four are sweet!

yeahh and then i really dont know what else .. so umm im done for now

            I LOVE ADAM PALMER<33

                     Melissa Rose

Pretty suckie weekend i must say,

 but i do have to say a BIG thanks to my bestest mooing dog (haha) Jade E. Green! idk what i would have done if u werent over here helpin me not to cry. thanks for never leaven my side even when you knew i was wrong. your a the real deffinition* of a best friend. ily girlie

(yeahh deff. be Jealous cause were sweet)

Adam Palmer-wow you dont how much i missed you geeze i didnt think it was possible for me to miss anyone that much you made me realize just how much i was taken you for granted but i guess in the same respect you were doing that to me too. but im glad we know everything is better now and we can go back to the old Melissa and Adam<3 (the non fighting ones) lol i love you so much, but i must say i really hate her..                thanks Baby<3

 o i guess to sum it all up, lets just say i really realized a lot of stuff this weekend and this time around im gonna be more careful

I love you Adam Palmer always have never a sec. thought

<3 Melissa Rose